He teaches me…

This is the face of an artist.

Sensitive, sweet and easily broken, he is best handled gently, with kind, soft words and an open heart.

I, this little five-year-old’s mommy, often have a heart that is tight and impatient, closed to his needs until I have already left them unmet far too long.

And when I realize, way too late, I rush to pick up the pieces and hold them tenderly, hoping my Mommy-love can work its magic, even if busyness and distraction have for too long kept it bound.

Too often I don’t notice in time.

I wish I did leisure with him well.

But during our busy days I’m brusque, and all business, and he needs snuggles and smiles and softness.  With Elliot, I come face-to-face, daily, with the side of me that is hard and selfish.

While in him, gentleness blooms.

Today we lay in my big bed, a reader in our hands, sounding out words, giggling about the story.  And afterward, I soaked up his sweetness, cupping his face (still with cheeks soft, but not for much longer…) and telling him of my heart and how it speaks to his.

Today, I noticed in time. 

And I learned from my little artist.  

He has so much to teach me.  Lord, just let me listen…